look at the sun
along the off-white
afternoon
over my shoulder
memory
speaks through
shambolic ideals
shivered beauty
lashed by cold light
your questions
lip air
go out
fall to ruin
walk ordinary matter
I was aware of the road but not
of my own did I flatten myself against
unknowing accidentally kick
a presence or prick the social air
gilded inside night I could have
driven the width of our states
but the love I was leaving
the grip the side of the highway
I was behind myself holding it
badly alone tired of my eyes as I am
now bored with my excuses
perhaps the rain will be harder
than intended perhaps this bruise
is still mine and I no longer need it